Fans of magnificent monsters dislike the fact that Asagi
isn't one; but in Tamura's world, monsters of any description are few and far between.
She's taken note of the fact that in reality people do the most atrocious things for
fairly banal and disappointing reasons. I think it's to her credit that she undercuts
Asagi's villainies with a dose of reality, and not a
dose of High Romance. What fuels Asagi's nihilism is a pervading insecurity: a sense of
nothingness attached to his own identity. There's a hole in the centre of himself. He has
recurring nightmares of not knowing who he is. What he hates about Shuri is the fact that
Shuri knows unshakeably who he is, and never stops saying so. Take all the trappings of
power away from him- as Asagi does- reduce Shuri to a powerless wounded slave, and Shuri's
ego barely registers the change. Shuri has a sense of self and Asagi doesn't. Asagi keeps
trying to take Shuri's selfhood away from him and make it his own. Asagi can't do it, and
it drives him crazy. If you like, you can see Sarasa as the symbol of that selfhood- the
certainty that Shuri has and Asagi wants. Asagi isn't satisfied until Sarasa has insisted
that, given a choice between Shuri and Asagi, she'll pick Asagi: because Shuri is the Red
King but Asagi is her friend. And somehow in the course of knowing Sarasa, some of her
certainty gets transplanted into Asagi. Near the series' end, when the same things happen
to him as he did to the SK and Shuri, he finds that being himself is enough, after all.
You can argue that what makes Ageha attractive to Asagi is that Ageha
too has a strong sense of self, in a more attractive packaging than Shuri. Ageha's
selfhood is conscious and thinking, which makes him different from Shuri; and Ageha like
Asagi is an unwilling idealist, which makes him different from Sarasa. Like
them, though, Ageha knows who he is, or seems to. Of course you can also argue that Ageha is
mistaken about who he is, as his friend Taro does: that he's deliberately taken the wrong role in life,
defining himself as passive when he's more fitted to be active. It's true that for
whatever reasons, Ageha finds it more congenial to be uke, speaking in general terms: but
he's what I've heard called a
'sasoi-uke'- the enticing uke who makes the overtures, does the
deciding about who and where and when, and who then lies back and
tells his seme to get on with it. Put in non-sexual terms, Ageha brings Sarasa over and
over again to a point of moral choice, and then stands back to see what choice she'll
make. He's stunningly effective as her emissary (see the sidestory where he nearly gets
himself and two other people electrocuted by lightning in order to provide a portent and
convince an undecided village to join the rebellion), but he never acts to further his own
goals. It takes a great upheaval to make Ageha change roles, and some of us rather wish he
hadn't. Asagi's hatred of the royal family and his
wish to bring them down is something he acquired from the White King. However much he
insists it's his own desire, the real motivation is hers, not his. It's her advice and
instructions he's been following throughout. She sent him first to the Blue King's court,
then to Tatara's camp. She was behind his plot to disenthrone Shuri. But the WK is
prepared to use anything and anyone to further her goal of destruction. The discovery that
she'll join with Shuri as easily as with himself shakes Asagi's faith. (And in the
past the WK constantly compared Asagi to Shuri, making it clear that Asagi never came
first with her. Asagi's dislike of Shuri goes back to his childhood.) That early line
about not wanting to be toyed with and manipulated comes back, because that's exactly what
has been happening to Asagi all along.
When he finally turns on his sister, refusing the role she wants
him to play, she tells him the truth. "Did you really think you were the Blue King? Did
you ever meet your mother? Was there ever anything that proved you to be the king?"
No. Asagi is just another foundling child whom Hiiragi picked off the street and the WK
raised, like the four retainers, to be an instrument of destruction. Small wonder that
he's never been certain who he is: even the WK doesn't know where he came
from or what he was. Asagi has picked up the WK's nihilism, but unlike her he's able to
turn his back on it. He refuses to kill her, as she wants him to; but while he escapes in
the company of the nicest (and most long-suffering) of his four retainers, his sister
chooses to die in the conflagration she has started in the royal palace.
And from hints that get dropped here and there- and made practically crystal clear in one of the side-stories- Asagi's older brother, the talented prince who made his father nervous by his ability to see farther through a brick wall than most men, didn't die in the carefully staged hunting accident that was supposed to have killed him. He fell wounded into the river which washed him down country, and was taken in by a certain Master Basho whom we meet in the course of the manga. Whether it was the wound he suffered or a blow to the head in the river isn't certain, but he lost his sight. Yup- Nagi is Asagi's older brother.
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